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Sunday, August 21, 2005 - 12:16 PM
I open my eyes I try to see but I'm blinded By the white light I can't remember how I can't remember whyI'm lying here tonight And I can't stand the pain And I can't make it go away No I can't stand the pain How could this happen to me? I made my mistakes Got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me? Everybody's screaming I try to make a sound But no one hears me I'm slipping off the edge I'm hanging by a thread I wanna start this over again So I try to hold onto A time when nothing mattered And I can't explain what happened And I can't erase the things that I've done No I can't How could this happen to me? I made my mistakes Got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me? I've made my mistakes Got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me? Friday, August 19, 2005 - 11:51 PM i lost my wallet in the bloody toilet, behind the cafe and the one rite beside the guys toilet. maybe not lost, but someone STOLE it!! i was maybe in the cubicle for bout 2 minutes, and my wallet is gone! thought i might have dropped it along the way to the toilet, but my frenz saw me putting my wallet into the bag. it so super frustrating. there's so many bags on the rack and SHE actually chose mine! hiaz, guess i was just so suai. tink she might have dump my wallet in some public bins, and maybe my wallet is in the incinerator now. i dun mind if she take the money, though its $20. but i got my ez-link, atm card and a memory stick inside the wallet lah.. and the wallet is actually a gift from my cousin from australia.. and today have to go all the way to JE interchange and posb bank to replace and terminate the current account. Price of replacement of ez-link -----> $19 Price of replacing atm-------> $5 and i wasted so much time travelling!! argh!! from now on, im going to take my bag into the cubicles!! Wednesday, August 17, 2005 - 11:22 AM after all the tests i got for three consecutive study days, i finally get to have a break now.. haiz only 4 wks to promos and the stuff we learning are getting really tough.. especially integration. maybe i will just scrape through the exams? oh yah i joined spca as a permanent volunteer but still haven got my time slot from the admin ppl. dun tell me they missed out my name! life is getting boring. its either sleep or study. i tink its such a waste of time. but for our future, no choice.. going check out the tokingcock website now. Friday, August 05, 2005 - 2:06 PM i donated blood for the first time in my whole entire life yesterday.. its such a great experience.. aft queueing for such a super long time, its finally my turn to donate blood.. im the first person to donate in my group, thus i was actually quite nervous.. when i was sitting on the bed, i can feel all my nerves getting so tense.. the nurse came over and help me to find the most protruding vein, which she took a long time.. den she apply the alcohol for sterilisation and its time for the anaes.. haha lucky the needle was..quite fine and thus not much pain.. the worst ting is that she lost my vein and had trouble poking the transfusion needle in my arm.. okay i noe my veins are stubborn.. after bout 10 minutes and with the help of the chief nurse, my blood started flowing.. but the rate was super slow.. i tink maybe bout 2-3 drops per sec.. i took a super long time to finish bout 1 bag which is bout 300cc.. den guess wat, we are supposed to collect 4 tubes of blood for checking, and my blood wouldn't flow.. guess the vein sealed up.. in the end, the nurse allocated me to another bed with a packet of ice on the wound.. haha.. in the end i was the last to finsh the whole procedure.. maybe cos of my stubborn vein, there are bruises which are quite gross and big around the area.. i cannot use to much strength on my arm as it will arch later.. now hav to rest my arm like after every homework.. haha!! Tuesday, August 02, 2005 - 1:30 PM write ur fears on the coloured papers provided.. and aft u did tt place it in the bag and get another one of some one fears and encourage them.. wat i wrote: 1) i'm scared tt i wont be able to meet my expectations for promos or even for U admission. 2) i'm afraid i will suffer from depression 3) i'm afraid something bad will happen to my family in all aspects. 4) i'm afraid my grandpa will fall and nv recover again. 5) i'm scared tt i will lose out to my sis. wat he wrote: Alrite, I have a feeling i know who you are. first of all i'd like to encourage u to go for christian mission week . ok i tink u know who i am already. knowing jesus and knowing ABOUT jesus is 2 entirely different things. Christianity isn't a religion, it's a RELATIONSHIP, a personal relationship to be exact. More than legalistic demands, its about the HEART u put in. Basically i become a REAL christian about 2 yrs ago, and tt was a life changing decision. Yes, the problems do come , yet knowing tt an almighty bod beside u loves u so much is as tt matters, and problems, no matter how big, will diminsh once tt happens. If you're not christian, Turn over pls.. Well i tink basically if i were u, i'd turn to my friends more. This is probably the part of life where your friends will have the biggest influence on u. though it's very hard, I believe pouring out everything to ur best friend would help, especially since he/she SHOULD be able to empathesize. As for the results, just study everyday k... and if u cannot make it, at least u can get the hell out of stressful JC.. sorry this is so short.. aft reading wat he wrote, i thought for a very long time.. but not yet with a decision.. anyway i still thk him for wat he wrote.. Up, up, and away! |
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