|
Wednesday, August 15, 2007 - 11:47 AM
i suddenly felt very enlightened few hours ago. i suddenly realised that what hj said was really really true. i mean i knew what she was saying but i just refused to accept the fact. i am very proud of my brother and sister with what they are doing now. my bro din well in primary and sec sch because studying was not him. but now he is really doing very well in his design world. just because he found what he really enjoyed in doing. unlike me, i have been through 2 decades and haven find anything which i think i can excel in. i really enjoy PT but i am really not sure whether is it really me. i hope to be like my brother. doing something which i really enjoy doing. something which i will be really really happy with. i shan't be guilty anymore or i will try not to be. i know i have done my best. even if i fail all my tests. I KNOW I DID STUDY VERY HARD. i just can't do tests and exams. so i have decided that i will continue with what i have been doing unless i am really sure that i have found THE THING for me. i shall strive to do my best. even if i know i can't do well in whatever. so pls pardon me if whoever ever see me breakdown again. just remind me that i have writing this post. i will continue to search all other areas. thanks hj and bl. sorry to bl for not replying any of the msg. promise u that the next time anything happen, u will be informed. but hopefully it doesn't happen. failing exams doesn't mean that u din study or u are stupid. trying to remind myself. Up, up, and away! |
La Femme (: JIE loves the smell of fresh breathe adores cakes loves cameras Sydney La Tagggged (: La Essentials (:
MY FOOD BLOG ♥
CLONE (:
wanwei
manman
minz
wenmin
eve
joyce
sheena
surong
natalie
hussicots
Ashin
Stone
Credits |