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Sunday, August 19, 2007 - 8:37 AM
Im wondering how many people are feeling as dead as me. Or issit only me feeling so dead. The physiology notes are really so much and are full of short forms and abbreviations which i dunno. its really impossible to study them within the 2 days which i have left. and although he did give us very obvious clues whatever is coming out, its quite iimpossible to memorise everthing for each topics on the essay. sighsighsigh. dear clone, wat is the new password? sighsighsigh deaddeaddead Friday, August 17, 2007 - 9:58 PM Mika's Happy Ending is stuck in my head for 1 whole entire day! Glad that im able to survive through anat even though the song is in my head. 4 days to mug 2 subjects which i nv touch before. sigh! Wednesday, August 15, 2007 - 11:47 AM i suddenly felt very enlightened few hours ago. i suddenly realised that what hj said was really really true. i mean i knew what she was saying but i just refused to accept the fact. i am very proud of my brother and sister with what they are doing now. my bro din well in primary and sec sch because studying was not him. but now he is really doing very well in his design world. just because he found what he really enjoyed in doing. unlike me, i have been through 2 decades and haven find anything which i think i can excel in. i really enjoy PT but i am really not sure whether is it really me. i hope to be like my brother. doing something which i really enjoy doing. something which i will be really really happy with. i shan't be guilty anymore or i will try not to be. i know i have done my best. even if i fail all my tests. I KNOW I DID STUDY VERY HARD. i just can't do tests and exams. so i have decided that i will continue with what i have been doing unless i am really sure that i have found THE THING for me. i shall strive to do my best. even if i know i can't do well in whatever. so pls pardon me if whoever ever see me breakdown again. just remind me that i have writing this post. i will continue to search all other areas. thanks hj and bl. sorry to bl for not replying any of the msg. promise u that the next time anything happen, u will be informed. but hopefully it doesn't happen. failing exams doesn't mean that u din study or u are stupid. trying to remind myself. Tuesday, August 14, 2007 - 8:47 PM My Interpretation by MIKA You talk about life, you talk about death, And everything in between, Like it's nothing, and the words are easy. You talk about me, and you talk about you, And everything I do, Like it's something, that needs repeating. I don't need an alibi or for you to realize, The things we left unsaid, Are only taking space up in our head. Make it my fault, win the game Point the finger, place the blame It does me up and down, It doesn't matter now. [chorus] 'Cause I don't care if I ever talk to you again. This is not about emotion, I don't need a reason not to care what you say, Or what happened in the end. This is my interpretation, And it don't, don't make sense. The first two weeks turn into ten, I hold my breath and wonder when it'll happen, Does it really matter? If half of what you said is true, And half of what I didn't do could be different, Would it make it better? If we forget the things we know. Would we have somewhere to go? The only way is down, I can see that now. [chorus] It's really not such a sad ...? If I never talk to you again, This is not about emotion, I don't need a reason not to care what you say, Or what happened in the end. This is my interpretation, And it don't, don't make sense. And it don't have to make no sense to you at all, 'Cause this is my interpretation, yeah, yeah, yeah. im feeling so screwed. i studied but nothing seems to go in. sigh.sigh.sigh. 2 more days before i die. Friday, August 10, 2007 - 10:22 PM thanks to hj for the counselling period. and to the others who one way all other sms me or try to cheer me up. Thursday, August 09, 2007 - 12:51 AM HAHA. some people's life can be that dramatic. more interesting than serial dramas. After the horrible sociology test today, the whole clique went town to slack. We were supposed to hang around till 6+ for the climax of the day. Dinner! This day is to commemorate dear yanyan 2nd last week in spore. I can't believe that we actually slack for so long. Trying to walk around and ended up in orchard library, thinking of where to go for dinner. finally they made the decision and went to cafe cartel in PS. Im supposed to help warm B's seat before I go off and meet the JC clique for steamboat to celebrate angie's 20th birthday. Met angie and the rest at the Marina train station. really glad that joyce came along. but we ended up going back to marina square for seoul garden as marina is full of people. so had a great time there as well. seems like nat and peeps also had fun at cartel too. tried to upload the photos but the com died on me. after dinner, we went to the esplanade to take some pics. first time i realised that its such a super beautiful and nice place. its pretty romantic. we spent 30 minutes watching some non-climatic fire performance and super long time taking pictures with the city lights. how i wish someone will go and watch the fireworks tmr with me. haha. yeah right! haha. i lurve my friends! especially those that are "in love" with me. haha Tuesday, August 07, 2007 - 5:58 PM After this few days out around, I realised that many had problems. Various problems. Its nice that some are willing to hear my problems. Its great that we are allowed to vent out our problems. Being true to others is respect towards others. hm. So next time I won't bother iknowwhoiam that much in the future. I think im just adding on to her problems. Thanks for lending a listening ear that day. Why do people have so many problems? maybe we think too much? High expectations? something turn out which we do not want? not being to get whatever we want? so much things leads to us getting more traumitised. when can everyone stop having problems? when can we live our lives the way we really want it to? even though im trying hard to absorb the sociology stuff for tmr test, i still dun get anything from the sociologist's point of view. maybe everyone will live better if they lead a much simpler life. Sunday, August 05, 2007 - 3:28 PM Get to know yourself better Your view on yourself: Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship. The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love. Your views on education Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. What are you most afraid of: You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you. Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. i seriously think this is very accurate if u wanna try, go to http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx Thursday, August 02, 2007 - 8:47 PM i really dun want it that way. i enjoy it very much but jus could not make it better. i really want to and i try hard. but history tells me that its impossible. just told J about my situation. and she said give it another try. i would love too if the result would not depress me further. i dun wanna quit. really dun.. but if i have to, ..... Wednesday, August 01, 2007 - 6:40 PM tomorrow is the day! the day when I will be shaking in fear in front of the cadavers and bones, figuring what they are called. I guess I can't sleep tonight, judging the amount of stuff which I haven even read through. The prob is I dun even know whether some particular stuff can be tested. Sigh! more tests after tomorrow. I am now so full and sleepy from my myojo mee and oriental mix. GOSH! ihatestudying. hate. hate. hate. :( Up, up, and away! |
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