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Wednesday, September 26, 2007 - 10:13 PM
I haven been sleeping well for the past 3 days. And im feeling really really tired. All these nights I had been having weird dreams, dreams which consisted of people whom I have not seen for months or maybe years. The dream is really super random. Something very very not related to my life. It is really wierd cos I dun see any link between the people I see with things I have been doing. Maybe I need a dream interpretor. (if there's such thing) Maybe my dream is telling me things such as I should just enjoy life, or my life is too depressing. Or maybe its just caused by the bbq. My mum said that she expected it cos the stayover would interrupt my sleep routine. And now im really really tired. I can't work properly when Im tired. Accounts requires full concentration. That's why I made so many mistakes in yesterday's accounts. Im so looking forward to friday so I can replenish my lost sleep. Pls make me stop dreaming! I want a nice dreamless sleep! Monday, September 24, 2007 - 11:16 PM i gained weight! HOW? its not like 1 or 2 kg but 4!!! i need to control my temptation of eating those junkies. no more chips, chocs and ice cream for me. hiu yan suggested a 6 day diet scheme and a rest day. but den asian food are full of carbo. except for the bubble tea last week and the teh today, I only drank water for beverage. can we ever find food which are not noodles, rice, flour and fruits? its impossible! i got to exercise my transversus abdominis too. RAHHH!!!! okay. dun ever offer me junks okay. pls remind me that im supposed to be on diet. at least im glad that i have only been eating at most half a piece of mooncake for this mooncake festival. maybe i should pack fruits for snacks for work. i should rummage my fridge for 'veg and fruit pond'. NO MORE BISCUITS FOR ME!!!! :( feeling very sad! Sunday, September 23, 2007 - 8:33 PM Yesterday had the greatest fun for a long time. I hosted the class BBQ! It was initially for the closer cliques, but we finally decided to invite the whole entire 05s55. I was pretty worried that many will not turn up or would have something on. But surpisingly, most people came. Especially the guys! Everyone was quite surprised that sam came. haha. Im so glad that the bbq came out so successfully, although there was some issues with the bbq pit at the start. In the end we bought too much extra food. now my fridge is full of uncooked chicken wings! anyway the highlight would be that ms soh came. I hoped she had a great time chatting with all of us and trying to find out where we are now. I know i have been running around doing this and that throughout the bbq, but pls rest assure that i really fed myself full yesterday. For those who din manage to turn up, we will try to organise something else in the near future. but the next time round would not be at my place though. i feel so paiseh that so many of you walked all the way in, to my ulu house. haha. i will arrange somewhere more convenient next time. cheryl t, shuwei, manda, joyce and angie stayed over at my place after the bbq. had a great time playing pictionary, ps3 and ps1. the yellow monkey song is still stuck in my head. anyway my dad told me that we were pretty noisy that night. but i assured him that we had closed the living room's windows. im kind of looking forward to the next class gathering. wondering when will it take place. maybe hopefully another time this year?? Anyway i wanna thank the following people: Ms soh - guest of honour. (though she claimed she's not) JOYCE - finance advisor angie, shuwei, cheryl T - for getting chips, skewers and other stuff sam, gary, liyuan - assisting with setting up with the pit mel - setting a nice fire with her wondrous skill and finally, EVERYONE - for turning up and of course helping me eat and clear up! thanks lots! <3 Wednesday, September 19, 2007 - 10:32 PM had a nice chat about our future with my family over dinner just now. we started talking about how my sis should go and take her auditing license so that she can be an auditor in the future. and thus take over the accounting management position at progress. haha. how funny. my dad makes things sound easy, when in fact its not. but im really glad that my parents are always encouraging us, spurring us on. its a good thing. they know when and what to do when they see us down. anyway, i just complained about how boring accounting was. and here my sis going to become the future auditor of my family? haha. today's work is pretty okay. quite monotonous again. one whole day in front of the computer and calculator, trying to figure out the figures. glad that there are tons of cheques to do. at least to keep me company. my work area seems quite isolated from the rest of the finance department. the others seem to be having a good laugh and chat over something which i obviously dunno ( cos im isolated). Did not went lunch with the rest too. its not that im trying to be anti-social. but i just can't think of any common topics to talk to them. wanted to go on a diet too. but figured that the bread i brought for lunch is actually full of flour. and if i wanna go on diet, i shouldn't be eating flour, carbo-stuff like rice and noodles. how on earth can singaporeans survive on such diets? i dun even think that the ABC brickworks hawker centre sell grilled chicken breast, or even boiled chicken alone. i guess its quite impossible for sporeans to go on diet unless they fast during lunch. went gym just now. but ate prawn noodles for dinner. though i asked for kwaytiao instead of the usual yellow noodles, i forgot the gravy/soup was the KILLER, where all the fats and calories and msg roam freely. sigh. i guess im eating porridge for lunch tmr! Tuesday, September 18, 2007 - 9:37 PM 170907 MONDAY First day of work. First time im working in an office. First time im working in the finance department. So many first time. Work is really terrible. I guess I have been slacking really off for the past 1 week. Just one day doing data entry and i got a terrible headache. The staff are so far quite friendly, hopefully this goes on. 180707 TUESDAY Im starting to hate the computer. One whole entire day in front of the computer, staring at all the figures and digits. Then gotta check all the doc tons of time before handing it to the supervisor. the supervisor is scary when it comes to assessing the docs. She goes all tense and "black-faced" when she finds mistakes. I dread her calling our names, or even calling our phone extension. we tried slacking a while after doing tons of stuff today and was caught in the act by her. I guess now we are labelled as "the slackers only here to get money but do no work" tomorrow i will be at work alone. i dun wanna eat lunch with the other colleagues w/o joyce.. i dun wanna do all the accounts alone till 7pm. im so glad that i chose pysiotherapy as my profession instead of accounting or biz or finance. i wanna be friends with my laptop and computers and try to avoid them. im glad im able to communicate with my clients and not through the computers, email, letters, and fax machine. im glad we have cooler machines such as biodex, or shuttle mini clinc or even the parallel beam, and not photocopier, scanner, printer, envelopes, scotchtapes, A4 papers and paper clips. Im so glad so glad so glad! Saturday, September 15, 2007 - 1:41 PM I tried to cook lunch just now. Pasta with tons of luncheon and sausages with tomato sauce. I wanted to try on the new tomato puree which i bought from cold storage. everything was almost perfect except that the pasta was not cooked. omg! how can i not try it before i took it out from the boiling water. furthermore i was supposed to cook it for my bro and his friend. darn it! they tried to humor me by finishing it everything. but i kinda had a few mouth of mine. and threw away the rest. the pasta din taste what i wanted it to taste like!! ARGH! Will be starting work next week with joyce at some office in alexander area. hopefully all goes well. 05s55 class bbq next sat and im so looking forward to it. so far only 1 couldn't make it. yippee. the long waited class bbq. oh yah rite. I DUN HAVE TO TAKE SUBS! thanks to those who kind of reminded me about the results. i will work super hard next sem! :D Tuesday, September 11, 2007 - 9:51 PM woo! today is 911! years since the world trade towers came down! anyway here's the result for the quiz I was asked to take! The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test Your Score: 4- the Individualist you chose BY - your Enneagram type is FOUR (aka "The Romantic") "I am unique" Romantics have sensitive feelings and are warm and perceptive. How to Get Along with Me Give me plenty of compliments. They mean a lot to me. Be a supportive friend or partner. Help me to learn to love and value myself. Respect me for my special gifts of intuition and vision. Though I don't always want to be cheered up when I'm feeling melancholy, I sometimes like to have someone lighten me up a little. Don't tell me I'm too sensitive or that I'm overreacting! What I Like About Being a FOUR my ability to find meaning in life and to experience feeling at a deep level my ability to establish warm connections with people admiring what is noble, truthful, and beautiful in life my creativity, intuition, and sense of humor being unique and being seen as unique by others having aesthetic sensibilities being able to easily pick up the feelings of people around me What's Hard About Being a FOUR experiencing dark moods of emptiness and despair feelings of self-hatred and shame; believing I don't deserve to be loved feeling guilty when I disappoint people feeling hurt or attacked when someone misundertands me expecting too much from myself and life fearing being abandoned obsessing over resentments longing for what I don't have FOURs as Children Often have active imaginations: play creatively alone or organize playmates in original games are very sensitive feel that they don't fit in believe they are missing something that other people have attach themselves to idealized teachers, heroes, artists, etc. become antiauthoritarian or rebellious when criticized or not understood feel lonely or abandoned (perhaps as a result of a death or their parents' divorce) FOURs as Parents help their children become who they really are support their children's creativity and originality are good at helping their children get in touch with their feelings are sometimes overly critical or overly protective are usually very good with children if not too self-absorbed - 10:34 AM oh gosh. i haven been blogging for years. As most people now, for the past 2 weeks, I have been busy with my attachment at sach. and for the past 2 days, I have been busy resting in the comfort of my home. So now Im going to blog about my attchment at SACH. Th attachment is really fun. not to mention that this is the first time i have been interacting with so many elderly. Old people are fun and obedient. That's what the important msg I got from this attchment. Anyway me and nat were both attached there. In someway I was glad that we were attached there together, not to mention that SACH is at the ulu ulu simei which I haven been before. I had so much fun interacting with the people there, the staff, the old people. I learnt great amount of things, learn how to observe one's movement, learnt the correct way to support ( always suppport the weak side of a person), learn the importance of communication and stuff. I really hope that I will be able to apply those that I learn in time to come. I have also been thinking about the future. Geriatrics or neuro sounds fun. but still i got to go through another 2 and half years? Now is hols and im rotting at home. If im working, most likely starting from nex t week :D Up, up, and away! |
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