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Friday, June 27, 2008 - 12:46 AM

I broke down in front of driving instructor yesterday.
first time i ever done so in front of a stranger.
not to mention unglam, i believed that both of us were traumatized by the event.
it wasn't his fault definitely.
i had no idea why i behaved like that too.
i really wanted to apologize to him for making such a scene,
but i could not bring myself to do that.
everytime he tried to talk to me or trying to get any respond from me,
i cried and teared even more.
it really not his fault.

im feeling really awful because of my behaviour.
i know im like a huge container and
everytime i try to bear with something,
i will pour it into the container.
it just happened that the container overflowed yesterday.

my capacity of my container seems to be shrinking.
the frequency of it overflowing seems to be increasing recently.
why is it so?
i really wonder.
can i ever make the container empty.
can i stop forcing myself to put more content into the container?
i really wonder.

im still traumatized over the event.
my eyes are still swollen.
i feel tired easily.
if i dun respond like usual, do forgive me.


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