But den again, I do not think I should go for holidays.

For the Sep term break, was thinking of visiting cheryl in adelaide.

But our term breaks differ by a week.

Besides I got to prepare for mid sem tests and assignments.

For end of year trip,

I would not promise that I will go for the s55 overseas trip.

Firstly, I have been overseas for 4 months so going overseas again may sound wierd.

Secondly, I am thinking of working during the summer break, to earn some money for my own expanses.

Thirdly, I have been away from my family for 4 months. Especially my grandparents,

whom I promised my grandfather that I will spend more time with him when I go back at the end of the year.

I was thinking of going for an exchange program.

But then, I AM already overseas, so im not sure whether I should.

Besides, my parents have been paying for my school fees and stuff.

I should not increase their expenditure right?

There is so many things going on in my head,

not to mention the mountain pile of revision to be done

and the stupid school schedule i planned myself.

I am hoping that each day can be lengthen by another 4 hours.

and yet I am already counting down to the day I step down in Changi Airport!