I was telling Cheryl on msn that I think I have binge-ing problem and she replied: " What makes you think you are bingeing?"

I seriously think that people are not taking me seriously and may have thought that this could probably be another of my dieting thing.

Let me tell you people: I really have compulsive eating problems.

Anyway, I tried to pack my own bento today. With 1/3 rice, a japanese style egg and 2 other different types of vegetables in one bento box and 4 pieces of papaya in another lunch box.

It was supposed to be my lunch, but ended up as my dinner as I was still full and guilty after eating a large banana, one slice of bread, one packet of cracker and one cup of sesame cereal for breakfast

I know that the food above sounds not a lot. But my tummy was really about to burst after that much of food. I survived the rest of the day trying not to think about food.

I think I know why I started bingeing. I think its probably because I always use food to motivate and as a reward for me. I will always be thinking about a particular food the whole day and feel really happy when I finally eat it. I MUST AND STOP THIS NASTY HABIT!

I am so glad night has fall and I have brushed my teeth.