Happiness is the smell of toothpaste and the taste of cakes

盧廣仲-风雨

2010-10-10T13:39:00.001+08:00

盧廣仲 - 风雨
作词:锺成虎
作曲:卢广仲
专辑:七天

想要说声hi 却闭上嘴又过了一天
努力去寻找但找不到原来的世界

除非能在你身边
就算不会被了解
我只想看着你让我熟悉的一切
这崇雨很危险
让你看不见你的世界
i am lost this time

我是风不会发现
变成雨和着你泪水
怎麽让你明白
这风雨就让我为你去面对
你像风我到底是谁
想前进怕走得太远
我会让你明白
这风雨就让我为你去面对
就让我为你去面对

看你的双眼发现眼泪
奇怪的一天
努力去了解想要了解
你要的世界
要每天在你身边
就算不会被了解
我只想看着你让我熟悉的一切
这崇雨很危险
让你看不见你的世界
i am lost this time

我是风你不曾发现
变成雨和着你泪水
怎麽让你明白
这风雨就让我为你去面对
你像风我到底是谁
想冒险怕走得太远
我会让你明白
这风雨就让我为你去面对
就让我为你去面对

你像风我到底是谁
想前进怕走得太远
我会让你明白
这风雨就让我为你去面对
也许风吹乱你世界
下大雨不能冒险
我会让你明白
这风雨就让我为你去面对
就让我为你去面对
过了今天明天又是晴朗的一天

2010-09-26T16:01:00.002+08:00

Would you buy a bar of $1 KitKat chunkie or a bag of Freddo chocolate?

2010-09-10T11:55:00.002+08:00

BAD NEWS!

My mid semester holiday is coming to an end.

It's friday and I barely touched my business law essay.

I'm supposed to bake a cake today. Guess I will leave it till tmr, if not later tonight.

I love slacking.

Holidays always seem too short for me.

But on the happy side, it means the semester will end faster!

Can't wait for week 13 to go by :)

2010-09-02T19:58:00.000+08:00

Wonders if she is the only one who wears singlet and shorts to bed at a room temperature of probably 15 deg C.

2010-09-01T19:14:00.002+08:00

Oh gosh. It is not even mid semester break and I have started missing home already.

I know I would not miss home in my first semester since I knew I would not be going back during the winter break.

But since my break is coming in a couple more days, the end of the semester seems to be coming soon.

I always look forward to the booking of my air tickets towards the end of the semester.

Booking a ticket = a date for me to look forward to.

It is too early to be missing home. There will still be another 6 weeks of uni after the one week break, not to mention another one week of study break before the dreadful exams.

I know time has been passing really fast, but can it pass faster?

Can't wait to go home :(

2010-08-30T19:16:00.002+08:00

I love spring.

I am very sure that I talked about the last spring, BUT,

I will still be loving every single spring!

Ten things so great about spring!

i) i can wear shorts to bed.

ii) the air is warmer.

iii) trees and flowers are budding.

iv) no more gloomy weather.

v) mid sem break is here!

vi) time to wear tee-shirts.

vii) it makes everyone happy.

viii) hopefully no more rains.

ix) spring is just great.

x) spring is really really great.

2010-08-21T20:51:00.002+08:00

oh im bored!

10 random things:

1. I am a semi-vegetarian.

2. Loves working out.

3. Working out = smelly socks :S

4. Supposed to be preparing for 3 tests for coming week.

5. Exactly 3 months back to singapore.

6. Will be doing Micah Bo's aerobics every night for 3 months.

7. Need to invest in a yoga mat.

8. Should stop surfing net.

9. Like now.

10. Looking forward to breakfast tmr morning :)

2010-08-21T16:54:00.002+08:00

Most kids never probably knew how expensive meat was, since most of their mums and maids did their grocery shopping.

I never knew till I got to get my own food.

Anyway since I kind of restricted my grocery shopping to 20 dollars a week, buying meat is way too expensive, since it cost about 10 dollars for a box.

Besides fruits are never cheap, and I just cannot survive without fruits.

I choose fruits over meat. I do not fancy meat either.

PS. btw chicken breast meat are way more expensive than chicken wings and drumsticks. In sg, wings and drumsticks are usually the expensive stuff. Since I only eat lean meat, it is a disadvantage for me to eat meat in ozland.

My housemates were probably thinking how I can survive without eating meat.

I did not know I cannot survive without it till I have this sudden urge for red meat 2 hours ago.

The craving was so bad that I rush all the way down to anzac parade to get a box of taiwanese benton with their signature pork ribs.

It was pretty expensive ($9). More expensive than the sweet and sour pork rice from kingsford chinese restaurant ($6.50). But benton has vegetables and not just meat.

Considering the last time I ate meat was the 3 shrimps from my vietnamese springrolls on tuesday, I think I am quite happily surviving without meat.

Going semi-vegetarian seems okay for me.

Let's see how long this meal of pork ribs will last before the next craving comes again :)

2010-08-08T16:39:00.002+08:00

I had this really awful nightmare yesterday.

Ever since I came to Sydney, I hardly dreamed.

I was in a room with my brother.

I remembered having my hairdryer switched on, probably I was drying my hair.

My brother was fiddling with some important paper and I recalled asking him to stop doing whatever he was doing immediately (I had a very uncomfortable feeling then).

A short circuit happened, and the papers started burning.

The horrible thing was that the burnt paper were forming words as they fell to the ground.

How scary was that.

The words were really clear (though I cannot remember what the first word was).

I think they were some scary words though, since I tried to wake myself up while they were still forming.

Learnt a new lesson.

Stop watching dramas for hours before sleep.

2010-08-06T20:03:00.003+08:00

I can understand why my family members like to keep things from me.

Yes I do.

But I still think that I should be informed of everything happening around.

I made an impromptu call to my sg house number.

Surprisingly, my sis picked up. I was trying my luck.

I think you guys should be curious about how often I talk to my family.

The last time I talked to my mum/sis was probably the day when I sent them off from sydney airport.

Anyway, I found out from my sis that the black mole-ey look alike thing on my grandpa's foot is apparently cancerous.

He had probably been to the clinics, skin specialists many many times about it for years.

But we were told that it was probably just SOME UNIMPORTANT GROWTH.

There was nothing much we can do since my grandpa is already pretty old.

I was pretty paranoid when I reached home just now, and tried to google about it.

It was Melanoma (the worse form of skin cancer).

The Australian Cancer Council phamplet mentioned that melanoma is usually due to over-exposure to UV rays.

The moley thing is under the sole of my gf's foot, hence how it was over-exposed to the UV rays, I am not sure.

Just feel like flying home :(

The beginning of a new semester!

2010-07-31T20:06:00.005+08:00

I love the starting of a brand new semester!

Because this is the only period when I feel the most motivated.

I feel refreshed after the 3 weeks of intense holidaying and the 2 weeks of slacking.

Time to perk up!

Here's a quirky song for a new semester!

愛就是咖哩(三立優質戲劇[倪亞達]片頭曲)

作詞：嚴爵/黃婷作曲：嚴爵
上歡喜ㄟ心情
阮有蝦米話攏想欲對你講
想欲加你鬥陣
阮唱出ㄟ歌想欲給你聽

無管人生春夏秋冬
甘願陪伴你ㄟ世界
賣擱講你無夠美麗
你永遠是阮上愛ㄟhoney

愛你愛得死心塌地
有你就無管其他的
愛是蝦米？問我 I think I got it!
就是加你去吃咖哩我會這樣回答的

愛你愛得死心塌地
有你就無管其他的
愛是蝦米？ Again, I think I gotit!

就是加你混在待在坐在躺在抱在家裡
愛就是咖哩
愛就是咖哩
無管人生春夏秋冬
甘願陪伴你ㄟ世界
賣擱講你無夠美麗
你永遠是阮上愛ㄟhoney
愛你愛得死心塌地
有你就無管其他的
愛是蝦米？問我 I think I got it!
就是加你去吃咖哩我會這樣回答的
愛你愛得死心塌地
有你就無管其他的
愛是蝦米？Again, I think I got it!
就是加你混在待在坐在躺在抱在家裡

有一句話你從來沒聽懂當我說
愛你就是要加你
我沒說過台語所以可能你以為是ＡＢＣ
加你是跟你咖哩是Curry
我相信音樂能夠跨越國籍超越邏輯勝過那一切
代表心裡最想說出的話不管表達的是
好壞實謊或情
我現在最在乎的是你聽到
我ㄟ心聲我欲加你講
愛你愛得死心塌地
有你就無管其他的
愛是蝦米？問我 I think I got it!
就是加你去吃咖哩我會這樣回答的

愛你愛得死心塌地
有你就無管其他的
愛是蝦米？問我 I think I got it!
就是加你混在待在坐在躺在抱在家裡

2010-06-10T11:13:00.002+08:00

Seeing so many wedding pictures posted on fb recently,

whoever that is going to get married soon,

pls inform limjie 10 months in advance,

so she can slim down and attend your wedding in a nice dress!

2010-06-09T18:58:00.002+08:00

I was surprised that s55 clique was concerned about my eating habits.

Thanks girls for your concern! though you guys think I wasn't eating much.

You girls make me so embarrassed to discuss about it over skype.

But I AM BACK TO NORMAL now!

I guess its because I have been too busy studying. So no time for me to snack.

I make it a point not to eat so much at one go cos it will only make me sleepy, which also reduces the amount of time I get to study.

On the contrary, I feel hungry every 3 hours. Studying makes you hungry? Im not sure about that. But at least I dont eat so much at one go now.

Had a mini birthday celebration last night.

Huay & her bf made dinner (CHICKEN RICE).

It was great!

As usual, i am not in any mood to celebrate my birthday.

With 2 papers on that day, all in my mind was I still have tons to study.

BUT thanks to "table of ten" for the 2 bags, Huay for the bodyshop pack, Cindy for her cake teaspoons and clone for her superior oolongtea.

LJs rock.

2010-06-06T16:04:00.003+08:00

2010-06-01T21:20:00.001+08:00

What Should I do-2AM

Found at: - FilesTube

SCEC Day 1

2010-05-31T15:50:00.002+08:00

I survived my first day of "stop compulsive eating campaign" and I shall acronym-ed it as SCEC.

I was telling Cheryl on msn that I think I have binge-ing problem and she replied: " What makes you think you are bingeing?"

I seriously think that people are not taking me seriously and may have thought that this could probably be another of my dieting thing.

Let me tell you people: I really have compulsive eating problems.

Anyway, I tried to pack my own bento today. With 1/3 rice, a japanese style egg and 2 other different types of vegetables in one bento box and 4 pieces of papaya in another lunch box.

It was supposed to be my lunch, but ended up as my dinner as I was still full and guilty after eating a large banana, one slice of bread, one packet of cracker and one cup of sesame cereal for breakfast

I know that the food above sounds not a lot. But my tummy was really about to burst after that much of food. I survived the rest of the day trying not to think about food.

I think I know why I started bingeing. I think its probably because I always use food to motivate and as a reward for me. I will always be thinking about a particular food the whole day and feel really happy when I finally eat it. I MUST AND STOP THIS NASTY HABIT!

I am so glad night has fall and I have brushed my teeth.

2010-05-30T16:56:00.004+08:00

I have a binge-eating problem.

And I think its quite serious.

Tried googling about information about bingeing and this is what I got:

Most people overeat every now and again and it is not uncommon to occasionally feel as though we have eaten more than we should have. However, regularly consuming large amounts of food when you are not feeling hungry, usually to the point of feeling overly full, and at a much faster rate than usual is known as binge eating disorder. Binge eating disorder is similar to bulimia except that the person does not get rid of the food after eating. For more information about Bulimia nervosa you may want to check out the Bulimia nervosa fact sheet.

What is binge eating disorder?

Some of the characteristics of binge eating include:

feeling that eating is out of control
eating what most people would consider to be a large amount of food
eating to the point of feeling uncomfortable
eating large amounts of food, even when you are not really hungry
being secretive about what is eaten and when
being embarrassed by the amount of food eaten
feeling disgusted, depressed or guilty about overeating.

If you think you do one or a number of these things, you may want to speak to someone like a doctor, nutritionist psychologist or counsellor. Check out the Who can help you section for more information about how they can help.

I highlighted all the characteristics that I had (which is everything).

- i eat till i am totally bloated, the extent that my GI tract is going to burst.

- i feel uncomfortable to the extent that my brain can't think properly.

- i eat really till i bloat even when i am not hungry

- i keep a stash of snacks in my wardrobe.

- i was embarrassed when my housemate saw my stash and i always binge secretly in my room.

- i feel very depress and guilty to the extent that i will skip the next meal, only to binge in the following meal.

* As i am typing this, I can literally feel my brain going into a comatose.

I think I need help or need someone to help monitor and control my diet.

But its really hard since i am not staying with my family , which means no one to monitor and regulate my meals.

I can and must do something to save myself.

I think staying away from home should be a good idea.

I will try packing my breakfast, lunch and dinner to school tomorrow.

And stay there till the library closes.

AND not bring money along.

Hopefully I will tire myself out and not feel like eating.

减肥是为了吃更多东西

2010-05-29T16:36:00.004+08:00

As I am typing this, I am suffering from a "stomach about to burst" syndrome. Obviously I have been eating too much oatmeal cookies which I have made a couple of hours ago. (Recipe is already up on bon-appletea).

Was watching 康熙来了a couple of days ago. And was enlightened by the phrase, 运动是为了吃更多东西。Since I was enlightened, I woke up early to go swimming in the uni, only to find out that there were too many people there and I could not get a lane to myself. But I shall go swimming tmr morning again.

Most people know that I can't stick to a diet plan for long. And when i say long, its usually just lasted for 2 days, before I start popping carbohydrates into my mouth again.

While I was baking and thinking of the "运动是为了吃更多东西" phrase, the genius-me (uh-huh) suddenly got enlightened again. "减肥是为了吃更多东西" came into my mind!

SO I am going to re-start my diet plan with this phrase in mind from tmr! I think it should work since I thought so highly of myself when this phrase popped up in my mind. Hopefully it will be able to curb my bingeing problems!

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Updates from last weekend.

As I have been incredibly busy with uni stuff, I have not been out playing for 1 month and 3 weeks. It was such a happy day when the occupants of my house finally got together and went out for dinner last saturday night!

Huay and me went to the city for shopping and Max Brenner.

Max Brenner was really good and it really complemented with the cold and rainy weather.

Then, we met up with the rest for dinner at Darling Harbour.

As Jane had a very adventurous tongue, she was always asking us out for some "interesting/unique/never try before" meals.

I actually spend the night before trying to research on which restaurant to patronize since she wanted to eat some Western food for the dinner.

After walking around Darling Harbour for 1/2hr, we finally decided to dine at Waterfront Grill.

Waterfront grill is reputated for its grilled meat.

While we were eating, Huay told me: "我很久没有看到你吃东西吃到那么开心了。", which kind of surprised me for a moment. I came to realise that I am the happiest when it comes to eating.

I can be happy the whole entire night just thinking and planning my breakfast for the next morning. No wonder I am putting on weight that fast.

Which kind of reminded me that it is time for me to diet again. 减肥是为了吃更多东西!

When it rains

2010-05-18T21:32:00.003+08:00

I hate it when it rains.

Why must it rain when the weather is turning cold?

Why must it rain when I am trying to stay on a diet?

Why must the temperature drop when it rains?

Why is my cheapo heater not working as well as I thought it might be?

Its bad enough to have 2 papers on my birthday itself,

but must it rain on that day too?!

SYDNEY 28 DAY RAINFALL OUTLOOK

SUN

MON

TUE

WED

THU

FRI

SAT

high

low

high

low

high

low

Jun 1

low

high

low

med

low

chance of rain

2010-05-16T23:14:00.002+08:00

you know what i wanna do now?

i just want to get in bed and sleep till 9am tomorrow.

but i just can't cos i have a test at 1pm.

AND I AM BARELY PREPARED!

:( tired and wants to sleep

2010-05-16T13:13:00.002+08:00

Can't wait for:

-Exams to be over.

-The MAYDAY concert later at 8pm.

-Tomorrow's biochem test to be over

- Next swimming session

Can't wait for her family to come and:

- have pancakes at Pancakes on the Rocks

- eat dimsum at East Ocean

- have grilled pork ribs at Hurricane Grill

- have korean at Madang

- have teabreaks at cafes along any streets

- cook sg food for her

- have snacks at Chinatown on Friday nights.

- have chinese food along Kingsford

- have chocolate desserts at Lindt's Cafe and Max Brenner

- have tarts and pastry at Newtown

- have breakfast at the Rocks

2010-05-15T08:32:00.001+08:00

When i get back to Singapore at the end of the year,

I am going to indulge in a great meal of buffet.

READ THE WORD : BUFFET.

hmph!

2010-05-14T10:09:00.002+08:00

Dear toothbrush,

I am truly sorry that I have neglected you.

I should not have abandon you in the day and get together with FOOD.

FOOD has indeed been wickedly tempting for the past few weeks.

I could not believe that I have forgotten to use you after my first meal of the day.

Please forgive me and I will sure leave FOOD and be back with you.

Yours truly,

limjie.

Wake me up when November ends

2010-05-05T17:58:00.005+08:00

"Wake Me Up When October Ends"

modifed from "Wake Me Up When September Ends"

kudios to GREEN DAY!

Autumn has come and bout to pass
The homesickness can never last
wake me up when November ends

Since school started in March

two n a half months has gone so fast
wake me up when October ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my homesickness again
becoming who i am

as my memory rests
but never forgets where I'm from
wake me up when October ends

Winter is about to come and passed
the studying can never last
wake me up when October ends

start the counting down again
like we did last sem
wake me up when October ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I am
wake me up when October ends

Summer will come and finally
i can pack and fly
wake me up when October ends

like my calendar shown
seven months are still so long
wake me up when October ends
wake me up when October ends
wake me up when October ends

2010-04-30T08:39:00.002+08:00

突然间想发一篇中文的感想。

这几天正忙着准备测验，但已不像当年有过的焦虑与措手不及。

大概只是想沦陷于读书的乐趣吧。

也并不想想像正考时的那份无奈。

希望能开心度过那不长也不短的一个钟！

2010-04-29T15:59:00.001+08:00

Desperately wants to shop for new clothes.

I know my sis will say: "Just go and buy."

Birthday list

2010-04-26T11:13:00.002+08:00

For my birthday this year, I would like the following:

- muffin trays

- piping set

- ramekins

- small tart trays

- thermometer

- subscription to Delicious or Donna Hay magazines

- Macro lens for my camera

- the ultimate dieting and slimming secret recipe

- an air ticket home

2010-04-25T21:15:00.002+08:00

diet diet diet.

My diet plan starts officially from now.

I got to say "goodbye" to the oreo cheesecake I made yesterday and the chunk of delicious coles fruit cake :(

Will be posting the recipe on bon-appletea tomorrow :)

I was looking at the congregation photos of some random stranger on fb,

when I came to realise that my name will be written as "JIE LIM" on the certificate itself, when its my turn to come.

How strange it looks, though I am used to people calling me "G LIM".

2010-04-24T22:06:00.002+08:00

Just watched Girl Next Door.

The question is: would you date a porn star?

2010-04-23T06:31:00.002+08:00

If I wasn't dreaming last night, I think I heard my housemate shouted: "Can you please keep your volume down!" to the partying-rowdy neighbours.

They shut their glass door and it hence been quiet since.

Hoorah to Cindy :)

2010-04-22T18:07:00.003+08:00

ooohh. Did I mentioned that I have a new hobby recently?

I enjoy spying on my neighbours, since I get a pretty good view of their dining area from my bedroom.

Apparently they are quite a "partying aka rowdy" bunch that only cease making noise at 1.00am everyday. We have been trying to guess where they are from. My guess would be a mix of Singaporeans, Malaysians and probably Indonesians?

Usually I will be spying on what they are having for dinner.

But guess what I spied just 5 minutes ago?

2 girls were attempting to pole dance in the middle of their hall!

Its a pretty amazing sight.

Which reminds me to pull my blinds and glass door shut while I am doing aerobics in the living room.

Will post a picture of the good view I have from my bedroom when I am done with the test tomorrow!

I feel fat!

2010-04-22T17:11:00.003+08:00

I feel FAT as in like really obese!

I know I have been eating too much chocolates, as compared to last semester, which I hardly touched any.

I have been eating too much biscuits, as compared to last semester.

It must have been the fault of the "itchy mouth syndrome".

You will be horrified if you were to see my face without my concealer and foundation on.

It's dotted with zits, which is obviously from those chocolates and biscuits I eat.

I should start a "how much food I eat a day" dairy.

You will be amazed with the amount of food I eat.

22nd April 2010.

breakfast at 8.00am.

- an apple

- half a cup of milk

lunch at 1.00pm.

- humongous sandwich stacked with avocado, cheese slices, an egg, and a sausage

- a cup of milk tea

itchy mouth time.

- 3 pieces of scotch fingers, 1 Ego packed biscuits, 2 pieces of bite-sized Weetbix

- 1 cup of instant cappuccino

dinner at 7.00pm

- 2 small home-made pancake topped with chocolate and banana slices.

GOSH~! I AM SO FEELING FAT!

2010-04-21T18:21:00.003+08:00

Finally finishing moving house with internet back on track!

My house is really BIG!

Will post up some photos soon. (Probably next next week when I have no more pending tests!)

LIST OF THINGS TO DO THIS WEEKEND:

- vacuum my carpet

- make banana bread with over-ripe bananas

- make crepes on sat morning for breakfast

- jog/run to coogee on saturday/sunday

- study for biochem and anat mid sem test

2010-04-07T13:27:00.003+08:00

I really wonder is it possible to get physically fat within one day.

And when I ask this myself, it really means that I am indeed eating too much.

HENCE, its time for a diet!

Its 3.30pm in the afternoon, and I have eaten 4 times since 9am.

O_O|||

So I am gonna start my "NO STARCH, LESS SUGAR!" diet.

Is chocolate starch?

2010-04-04T09:31:00.003+08:00

Guess what?

I think I am so addicted to cakes that I had this thought of rushing down to the 85degC bakery to get my fave bread and a cake when I heard that my extended family was celebrating one of my aunts birthday yesterday!

I was so looking forward to waking up this morning when the sky started pouring!

Aw. There goes my cake and bread!

The cafe is just right opposite my apartment, but the thought of getting wet in the 20degC morning just turned the wonderful idea off.

And instead I had bread and biscuits with hazelnut spread. :(

2010-03-26T18:51:00.004+08:00

Dear friends and all,

To show my love for food, I have started a sub-blog which will feature food that I have attempted to make.

I am still a noob-cook, so do enlighten me and support me by giving me comments and suggestions.

Do visit my food blog at : http://bon-appletea.blogspot.com/ which also mean "bon appetit".

I have included a link at the side as well!

Thanks all :)

I have a good listening ear?

2010-03-25T21:08:00.002+08:00

I may not have tons of friends but I do have pretty much GOOD friends.

Its amazing that there are many different degrees of friendships around in the world.

There are those hi-bye friends, those that meet-up-once-a-while type, those play-together type and many more.

I may not be the one to initiate my friendliness, but if people are willing to communicate a little more, I guess we could be good friends someday.

I always wonder how come people like me are able to make friends around, when sometimes we prefer to just stick to ourselves.

Probably i have a listening ear? Im not sure.

Recently a hi-bye-for-1-yr friend, kind of migrated to the come -my-house-and-play type.

Was wondering how come the relationship between us changed that quickly within a week.

Probably because I was willing to listen to their problems.

The thing is I do not mind listening to others.

But sometimes its hard to come out with suggestions or solutions.

Its not the attitude of "I do not want to be bothered" or "its your problem, not mine."

But its more of like I am afraid my suggestions may not be appropriate or will come out wrong in the future.

So if anyone that wanna confide to me (maybe not confide! maybe talk to me)

Do not expect much from me.

I try to help you but in a way which both of us will be comfortable!

Acronyms!?

2010-03-24T11:44:00.002+08:00

There are a couple of times when I did not understand the acronyms friends are using through msn.

I used to just vaguely guess the meaning of it and move on with the conversation with them.

Finally today i checked up those acronyms on the www.urbandictionary.com for their exact meanings.

ttyl: talk to you later

lmao: laughing my ass off

roflmao: rolling over floor laughing my ass off (i only knew rofl)

lolz: laugh out loud, zebras (wonders why there are zebras)

I know i sucks, but am I the only one that does not know all this acronyms?

2010-03-23T15:03:00.005+08:00

放肆五月天

作词：阿信作曲：怪兽

就放肆爱放肆追放肆去闯放肆是我的信仰
再不去闯梦想永远只会是一个梦
想太多忧伤太重的梦想还不如干脆不多想
每一个身后的浪都会有浪花绽放
我确定边冲边欣赏
如果要我们都活在地上偏偏我就想要飞翔
要挣脱命运捆绑要推翻玻璃围墙
要站上巨人的肩膀
梦想永远是逆向一路都有人阻挡
人们说的荒唐却是我的心中的天堂

就放肆爱放肆追放肆去闯放肆的大闹一场
不能原谅如果很多年后我还是这样
就放肆爱放肆追放肆去闯放肆是我的信仰
再不去闯梦想永远只会是一个梦想

哥伦布只要有一颗星光就胆敢横越大西洋
我还有一把吉他我还有一群死党
为什么还不大声唱
达尔文假设生命是战场就让我轻易不投降
把伤痕装满手掌把不顺装满心脏
把歌声装满肺活量
梦想永远是逆光只有坚硬的模样
会有什么世界什么体验不要去猜想

就放肆爱放肆追放肆去闯放肆的大闹一场
不能原谅如果很多年后我还是这样
就放肆爱放肆追放肆去闯放肆是我的信仰
再不去闯梦想永远只会是一个梦想

再不去闯梦想永远只会是一个梦想

The reason why I adore Mayday so much is because:

The songs they made reflects who I am.

Their songs practically shouts out how I feel!

It seems like it was made specially for me.

Not many people are able to fulfill their dreams.

I remembered that when I was in primary school, I wanted to be a doctor.

When I realised that it was not possible, I changed it to a dentist.

Then in JC, the dentist dream got flushed away by reality again.

My last choice became Science.

Though I did not manage to complete my diploma for physiotherapy,

I am glad that I have enrolled in it.

It sparked off another interest, another dream.

I would not have the courage to face all these.

But Mayday's music did it.

I am really thankful for their songs.

I shall dedicate the above songs to friends who are currently in dilemma or totally too stressed up over something.

Do read the lyrics of the song if you have the time :)

P.S. Can someone get me 五月天创造小巨蛋 DNA LIVE?

I like the version of 如烟 in that concert!

2010-03-22T21:11:00.002+08:00

床頭燈 > 陳奕迅

搖上車窗　轉鑰匙孔　等引擎熄火

世界難得安靜幾秒鐘
心裡面的鏡頭　突然特寫我
已經習慣多久　得過且過

曾經夢想　拯救宇宙
許多年以後　在電影院看　天災人禍
快毀滅的地球　總會出現英雄
不知不覺也欣然接受　那並不是我

我慶幸我走在一條　不完美的道路
認清我們　多渺小　多麼脆弱
刺眼的青春宣告沉默　換床頭燈一座
卻照亮了　眼前的　所有

當生命中　最大成就不再是掠奪
而是她們　仰望的笑容
情願婉拒應酬　趕回家喊開動
不知不覺也欣然接受　最踏實的我

＊我慶幸我走在一條　不完美的道路
　認清我們　多渺小　多麼脆弱
　刺眼的青春宣告沉默　換床頭燈一座
　卻燙貼了　我蹉跎的　沿路旅程的顛簸＊

我慶幸我身在這場　沒腳本的演出
領悟這個姓名　該起的作用
車窗外　時間無聲流動　我也曾任性過
終於學會了　不再辯駁

作過的夢還倒背如流
只是有了不同的感受
不奢想去外太空
躲在被窩　等賴床的周末

來源 http://lyrics.oiktv.com/lyric.php?sid=51&aid=6030&lid=63068#ixzz0iuXklezB

My Sinfully Chocolate Cake

2010-03-21T19:51:00.002+08:00

First try on this awfully sinful chocolate cake which i am going to name it as: Sinfully Chocolate Cake.

Its not that difficult to make, but way easier if you have a electric mixer. (I'm too broke to get one!)

This recipe is adapted from: ktinka from nibbledish.

Check out her original recipe at: http://www.nibbledish.com/people/ktinka/recipes/chocolate-cake

Love her Bambi frosting decorations!

My recipe:

Ingredients for cake:

1) 3 eggs (instead of 4, cos I realised that I only had 3 left in the fridge)

2) 250g caster suger (makes mixing easier, cos i was beating it manually)

3) 250g dark chocolate buttons from Coles

4) 250g unsalted butter

5) 250g plain flour

Ingredients for decoration:

1) 90g white chocolate buttons from Coles

2) 80ml pouring (whipping) cream

3) Queen's writing icing

Steps for cake:

1) Preheat oven at 200 deg C.

2) Put caster sugar and eggs in a bowl. Beat until frothy.

3) Melt dark chocolate buttons and butter on stove using a double boiling method (aka water bath).

4) Pour chocolate/butter mix into bowl with eggs and sugar.

5) Add sieved flour and stir in. (you will get a liquid dough)

6) Coat bottom and sides of baking pan with butter (if not using baking paper)

7) Add liquid dough into pan and bake in oven at 200 deg C for 20 to 25 min. (Centre of cake should be quite similar to molten choc lava)

8) Don't cut immediately.

9) Place it in fridge for about 20 minutes before decorating

10) Meanwhile, melt white chocolate buttons with whipped cream with the double boiling method (aka water bath)

11)Cool the mixture before coating on the cake.

12) Place cake in fridge again till coating solidify.

12) Decorate with whatever other ingredients you have!

TADA~! Final product is the cake i made for my roommate's birthday!

Be sure not to put the cake in the fridge for too long for step 9, or the cake will be too hard (like mine)!

Picnic at Bondi Beach

2010-03-20T18:15:00.003+08:00

It's probably insane to have a picnic on the beach at 33degC.

We were probably the only threesome who bothered preparing food.

Most sydneysiders were tanning and we were the only ones stuffing our mouth with food.

But it was fun!

Except for this irritating chinese man who keep trying to 自拍 with his camera.

Only that right behind him was a lady tanning half naked.

The lady probably wouldn't even mind taking a picture with him, if he has asked.

Why would he resort to such unglam and digusting act?

SIGH, MAN!

Check out photos on fb :)

2010-03-12T17:40:00.002+08:00

Some pictures which i took.

Had a really interesting conversation with my fellow Indonesia UNSW Culture Club member.

Fei: You don't sound like you are from Singapore. You sound like you are from Malaysia.

Me: What do you mean?

Fei: As in the accent.

Me: I thought Malaysians and Singaporeans sounded similar.

Fei: No. Singaporeans say: "U come from where?"

Fei : And you said: "Where do you come from?"

Me: OH....

Alright I did not even realised that, though I think its a compliment.

Try listening to yourself and your friends and find out how proper is your English.

Hate the three hours time difference.

2010-03-10T20:17:00.003+08:00

I was so tempted to start a new blog. But the thought of just losing the old posts is just insane. I think I will need them to remind me about life.

I cannot believe that I am looking forward to school.

When my sister was waving goodbye to me at the departure gate, I wanted to tear so badly.

I never thought that I will miss home this much.

Not to mention that I told my family that I will not be returning back to sg till NOV 2010.

My first week back in Sydney was terrible.

I was the first one back at the poorly noise-insulated apartment.

My heart skipped everytime I hear some noises.

This made me even more home-sicked.

I could not even chat with my family that often due to the 3 hr time difference!

How miserable life can be.

Homesickness comes worse when you stay in a foreign country longer.

The only way to cure this would be listening to Singapore radio stations via apple applications.

I am totally surprised it works. The app is free. Go and download it people.

On a nice note, We have finally found a new place.

Its a three room house. With a proper dining room and living room on level one and 3 bedrooms on level 2. COME VISIT ME AND SAVE ON YOUR ACCOMMODATION!

Will be moving in in April.

Sigh, i hate moving!

2009-10-20T19:48:00.002+08:00

There is this particular girl in bios lecture whom I do not 看顺眼.

There is no particular reason on why I thought of her in that matter.

Probably because the way she flicks her hair or the way she talks to my lab partner,

or probably because I do not understand why she got to use a laptop to take down lecture notes.

The above are not really any reasonable reason. yeah I know.

But still I do not know why her impression to me became like that.

WHICH MAKES ME WONDER,

how many tens or hundreds or thousands of people see me the same way as I see her.

2009-10-18T13:18:00.002+08:00

and so indeed, my housemate made a really sumptious meal in the kitchen.

We had a really early dinner at 4pm.

really full and satisfied now :)

2009-10-18T11:13:00.003+08:00

I am stuck in my room, feeling a little hungry.

I know that I can just stride into the kitchen and grab something,

Just that my roommate's project mate is out in the dining area doing their project.

Don't really feel like showing up in front of some unknown guys in my PJ/home attire.

Besides that I should not be eating anyway.

Had a piece of cake, a kiwi and a cup of milo for breakfast.

Cake is high in calories and stuff.

So I might as well not eat anything, till the guy leaves the house.

I can hear my housemate chopping something.

I dunno what, but should be mince meat.

I really hope she is cooking lunch for herself and not dinner for us all.

Cos I already have something in mind for dinner.

2009-10-14T18:01:00.002+08:00

Less than a month to HOME~!

I got a list of stuff to be done before I leave sydney:

1) Eat at Madang.

2) Buy chocolates from Darrel Lea

3) Buy supplements for a friend

4) Buy cosmetics for cousin

5) Try to get a decent bag

6) Go Bondi Junction

7) Buy a packet of snacks for the plane ride home (which I still can't decide what to get)

8) Grab a packet of Tim Tam's for cousin

9) Pack my luggage

10) Draw some money for aussie cash (airport does not have my bank's atm)

11) Study for exams

12) Attend exams!

Not sure whether dieting plan is working, but i have successfully got rid of the "itchy mouth" syndrome after a month.

Now I eat when I start feeling hungry!

But still, I think I have been spending a tad too much on fruits.

Yeah i know, but what can I do?

Fruits are delicious and they are better than biscuits right.

:) HOMEHOMEHOME.

2009-09-26T17:07:00.004+08:00

Long time since i updated.

Firstly because my internet has been down since 10 days ago.

I can't believe that I can still survive.

But still I have been coming to school for the free internet access, even on saturdays and sundays.

UNSW finally did something to their uniwide, setting up barriers to website which forbids us to download or whatever not. I can't even tend my crops for my happy farm now!

Not till the internet at my home is up, which i doubt is anytime soon.

So basically days without internet is pretty horrible.

I can't find anything else to do except lie in my bed and stare at the ceiling till i fall asleep.

Can't wait to go back to sg either.

Weather has been crazy over here at sydney.

I guess everyone has heard about the duststorm that happened in Wednesday in Sydney.

I woke up, amused by the reddish orange sky, and was wondering whether I was dreaming for a couple of seconds before realising something did happened.

So the whole morning was orangey and hazy, everywhere was brown!

Brown floors, brown cars, brown windows.

Fortunately i wasn't hanging or drying my clothes out in the balcony that day.

Imagine I got to wash everything again.

The sky cleared within half a day.

This morning, another round of duststorm came.

But not as severe as the first one.

The whole day is super windy.

And the cold wind has been freezing cold.

Even as I am sitting in the red centre, I am freezing.

I forgot to take any pictures. but shall post some of the awesome ones i found.

The color of the sky which I woke up to:

Before I left home to uni, the color turned better:

UNSW main walkway:

2009-09-15T18:00:00.002+08:00

One week of holiday is definitely not enough!

I think I am already deprived of sleep although today is only tuesday.

While I was showering just now, I was thinking about the coolness of uni lecturers in ozland.

And here they are:

1) All lecturers dress up whatever they like.

2) They just shout "F*** off, whoever!" when someone is disturbing their class.

3) They joke around with their students

4) They have the right to go on strike for their rights. (which is tmr! one lecture down! Wee~!)

5) Some makes cookies for their classes.

6) Some like throwing chocolate bars around in lectures (and they throw badly)

Guess what, I was seriously depressed that I have gained so much weight.

Depressed because I can feel it when I wear ANY bottom.

See how serious that is.

I am so going on a diet.

2009-09-06T08:29:00.002+08:00

I know I am not supposed to lie to anyone.

But I really do not feel comfortable when my aunt asked me whether I have a blog yesterday.

I am so sorry to everyone, though i am seriously surprised by the fact that my brother doesn't know that I have one.

So finally its the mid semester break!

Some of you probably know that I will be going on a short trip to Port Stephens on tuesday.

I will be going with a bunch of uni friends.

The thing is I only know one of them.

The bunch is made up of malaysians and singaporeans.

I hope we get along well.

8 more weeks left!

Just talk to my mum very excitedly over skype that I will be going back early in november.

But still gotta confirm the exams dates first.

2009-08-25T19:10:00.003+08:00

I was amazed by the fact that I found a lecture taught by a chinese professor much more difficult to listen to as compared to the first time I heard a local oz professor talk.

I also feels that price of Arnott's milk coffee biscuits is justified because it turns soft when dipped in cold milk, while Cole's one doesn't.

2009-08-24T19:01:00.002+08:00

Currently I have a list of things which I feel like doing:

1) Have dinner with my family.

2) Chit chat with my family.

3) Have dinner with my grandparents.

4) Bring my grandparents out to play.

5) Learn to drive the car so i can bring my gp out to play.

6) Make many many cakes with the oven back at home.

7) Go shopping with my mum.

8) Talk nonsense to my sis.

9) Eat taimo mooncake!

10) Go back to singapore right away!

2009-08-23T19:58:00.003+08:00

CURRENT LOVE <3<3<3

2009-08-22T19:23:00.002+08:00

I went window shopping the whole entire day.

The day started with Pancakes on the Rocks, which is really nice. (check out fb for photos)

Then we started my terrifying window shopping experience!

We practically shopped all the high end boutiques!

Prada, Louis Vitton, Chanel, Fendi, Tiffany & Co., Coach, Gucci, Loewe, Ralph Lauren, Longchamp.

The only one that we did not enter was Hermes, because their stuff are too expensive for my roommate.

We were supposed to get her brother a Prada's Men sling bag (which cost $1660) for his 21st birthday. But in the end she bought a Prada's female bag ($1680) instead.

Those that know me well enough will know that branded goods are like nothing to me.

I rather spend the money on my Olympus Pen EP1 (which costs the same as the Prada bag).

But its not like I have the money anyway. haha.

The terrible shopping spree ended after 6 hours.

Where I finally get my share of joy by indulging in japanese mochi ( refer to fb).

Besides that I got a dessert recipe book for only $19.

I am totally sorry for my brother that I WILL NOT be able to get him a Prada.

But I am definitely willing to get any other things (way cheaper) that he wants for his 21st!

I am really caught between whether to join s55 peeps for the bkk trip.

firstly, i went to bkk in june already.

secondly, shopping means spending more money.

thirdly, i plan to back pack around ozland the next winter hols, which means i need to save money.

fourthly, i thinking of getting a job. to earn extra income for my ozland expanses as well as for the backpacking trip.

:( argh. headache.

2009-08-19T22:07:00.002+08:00

I just talked to my sis about my life in OZ for the past few weeks.

Indeed, school has been really tiring (i won't say stressful) for me.

Most importantly because I am dead tired by the end of school each day.

I am taking a molecular cell biology module which leaves me clueless everytime.

And I seems to be spending too much thinking ahead.

I have kinda gave up looking for more Singaporean friends.

Firstly I guess we will meet if we were fated to.

Secondly, there isn't many in my faculty anyway.

I hoped to go out and play a couple of days during my term break.

But since my term break is a week before the other uni's.

I guess I can go out and explore Ozland alone.

Asked my mum and she seems okay with it.

YHA travel and ISS have really cool and affordable packages.

And so I was telling my sis that my life now evolve more things.

1. watching 康熙来了 and 国光帮帮忙 everyday.

2. watching Family Outing every monday night

3. Staring at the cameras that I hope to own soon.

4. Looking at food blogs for new recipes for dinner.

5. Listening to more songs via Kuwo music player.

that's basically what I do when I am home brain-dead.

to end off, i shall post a picture of the camera I wanted very badly:

Olympus PEN EP1

it came out last month.

and my sis helped me checked the price.

it costs $1600++

2009-08-14T22:54:00.003+08:00

my crazy timetable (:

2009-08-14T21:19:00.002+08:00

GREAT!

I just accidentally deleted a stats assignment which I forgot to save.

And now I got to redo the whole thing which I have been doing for the past 5 hours!

ARHGHGHGJHASGSDJAHGSJHAGSJHG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-08-09T10:05:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

I think I should eat a cake everyday.

Cakes are great.

Currently having cravings for my aunt signature "BH CAKE".

Damn. I really need to ask her to make many many when i go back.

100 days left! WEE~!

OMG thursday night rocks.

2009-08-06T22:21:00.003+08:00

Was watching this particular part of Family outing which made me tear like mad.

2009-08-03T18:03:00.003+08:00

I think I have been spending too much time daydreaming about holidays.

But den again, I do not think I should go for holidays.

For the Sep term break, was thinking of visiting cheryl in adelaide.

But our term breaks differ by a week.

Besides I got to prepare for mid sem tests and assignments.

For end of year trip,

I would not promise that I will go for the s55 overseas trip.

Firstly, I have been overseas for 4 months so going overseas again may sound wierd.

Secondly, I am thinking of working during the summer break, to earn some money for my own expanses.

Thirdly, I have been away from my family for 4 months. Especially my grandparents,

whom I promised my grandfather that I will spend more time with him when I go back at the end of the year.

I was thinking of going for an exchange program.

But then, I AM already overseas, so im not sure whether I should.

Besides, my parents have been paying for my school fees and stuff.

I should not increase their expenditure right?

There is so many things going on in my head,

not to mention the mountain pile of revision to be done

and the stupid school schedule i planned myself.

I am hoping that each day can be lengthen by another 4 hours.

and yet I am already counting down to the day I step down in Changi Airport!

2009-08-03T17:23:00.001+08:00

YEAH spring is coming cause I see the trees budding.

Temperature is soaring gradually too.

I hoped the next few months will remain 22 deg to 24 deg.

2009-07-31T20:21:00.003+08:00

First day off for the week.

The day I have been waiting for since monday. heh.

Today had a great afternoon with minsin and geri.

we went to sing k in the city again.

the whole of today had been spent slacking.

which means i can't slack on saturday and sunday.

This sem is so much tiring than last sem.

Prob because modules this sem are quite like killers,

and that I had made my life difficult by arranging a whole 4 day week.

(which I am still amazed)

Finished watching Shining Inheritance finally.

Will not be touching any drama any time soon,

since I got no time to spend.

Will be dieting soon. Heh.

Bought 10 apples and 10 oranges from woolies today.

My diet plan would be to eat apples for breakfast and lunch.

Dinner would be whatever my housemates cook.

Although I have people telling me I am not fat,

but I totally got a shock when i finally got the courage to weigh myself this morning.

Those who know me well knows that I dun have a weighing machine at home.

so the last time I weighed was like maybe during J2 PE class.

I planned to bring my weight down as well as to get rid of the cellulite around my thighs and hips and arms and lower abdomen. *gasps! that's alot of places!

2009-07-29T20:49:00.002+08:00

My brain is so drained after another hectic day.

Now I am seriously wondering if the "perfect" timetable I made is manageable.

6 hours of lessons for 4 consecutive days each is a bit too much.

Though today is wednesday,

I got another 6 hours school day tmr.

OMG. I definitely am deprived of sleep badly.

2009-07-27T21:04:00.002+08:00

When I went back to Singapore few weeks ago,

the first thing my dad said was:"How was your studies?".

I told him that its should be okay except that I was really worried for maths.

It din occur to me before how he really wants to attend our graduation ceremony

until once he saw the news reporting about the current graduating batch from NUS.

I always thought that my dad just wants us to just get a degree.

I think some of you may know what I mean.

Remember my previous blog about how envious I felt when I see people with their graduation gown?

I then asked my dad whether he will fly down to Sydney to attend my graduation ceremony 2 years later.

He said of course immediately.

At that instant, I felt guilty.

I felt guilty for being so persistent on coming over to sydney to study.

I felt guilty for spending so much of my parent's money.

I felt guilty about whether I will be able to repay them back.

I always wonder what if I chosen to stay in singapore.

I am interested in human biology.

yes indeed i do.

but there is another reason why i think i had to come over.

its scary to talk about it.

that's why i never talk about it, except for once.

Since I am here now,

The only thing I can do is to work hard and not let my father down!

2009-07-23T22:46:00.002+08:00

Its a long time since I updated my blog.

I guess almost everyone knows that I have moved into a new place.

I managed to pack and squeeze all my belongings into a cab.

Managed to pack and tidy my belongings into my new wardrobe and room within 2 days.

All is well and im have settled in.

Thanks to all for their concern.

I am unable to upload the new apartment pictures currently cos I am too lazy to take pictures. haha.

My first week of school has ended.

Pretty slack and nothing much.

Chemistry lecture has been a killer so far.

Sydney is still the same, except for the weird weather.

It can be 24 deg C a day and 16 deg C the next.

So it have been pretty crazy.

My roommates are really fun to chitchat with.

We kind of have a chitchat session every night from 8pm to 12am.

HAH. I know its long. But somehow we can chat about everything.

from durian to each other's family problems.

Our relationship has been pretty amazing.

Tomorrow I can finally watch Harry Potter.

Movie tickets are damn expensive in sydney.

But since I haven been watching any movies ever since Wall E,

I decided to invest some money in entertainment.

Will be watching Ice Age tomorrow as well.

After that I shall not watch anymore in Sydney for this year.

BTW, I am currently suffering from itchy throat illness.

I cough really badly in the morning and night.

I guess could be either due to the dryness of the air or there is really something stuck in my throat.

Pi Pa Kao and Honey water does not seems to help.

Worse still, Cindy is coughing pretty badly too.

I hope chia huay doesn't catch our cough.

4 days 2 left.

2009-06-16T14:43:00.002+08:00

completed psychology paper checked

lunch checked

a small nap checked

hot shower checked

20 hrs biology revision in progress

2009-06-15T14:05:00.003+08:00

OMG.

Cherry is singing A*mei's 聽海 at the top of her voice.

I was wondering whether I should get a mask for myself for tmr's psychology exam.

I am coughing pretty badly.

It will be very 辛苦 for me if I try to keep myself from coughing throughout the whole 3 hours exam.

I am not worried for psychology, but for biology which is just 36 hours away from psychology. I really wonder I have enough time to prepare for it.

back to psyc.

2009-06-14T19:44:00.003+08:00

Apparently I screwed my maths exams.

Firstly, I did not have enough time to complete the questions.

Secondly, I did not know how to do some Calculus questions.

I am indeed very sorry to shawn who lent me all his tutorial answers and notes.

I hope I can at least pass the exams!

1 more day to prepare for psychology and biology.

But I can't resist checking out facebook every half an hour!

I know I should not but I simply can't resist the addict.

Been reading the straits times online.

In a horror to find out that the new cases of the H1N1 are from australia.

Currently I already have a friend who is stuck in Melbourne cos he has been having fever for a couple of days.

So poor thing la, got to postpone his flight.

Worse thing still, I think I am having a sore throat coming up soon.

I have almost finished my Pei Pa Koa. (1 big bottle within 4 months, and I think its pretty scary)

I want to go home on Saturday.

I shall quarantine myself in my small room.

And not leave my bed unless necessary.

I want to go home!

Gotta finish psychology before 9am tmr morning!

RAAAAAR!

2009-06-11T18:50:00.002+08:00

thanks to minsin for accompanying me for the whole afternoon.

feeling shitty now.

Apparently people have been spending 4 days revising for psyc exams when i have not touched it.

I know I have been spending too much time on Maths.

But what can I do?

I dun want to just PASS a paper okay.

Bought 2 pieces of cake from the Emperor Bakery.

Gonna eat them now.

happy birthday to me.

:( exams go away pls.

2009-06-11T06:19:00.001+08:00

happy birthday to me.

2009-06-10T21:26:00.002+08:00

only one thought.

bloody freezing cold!

how can the whole entire day be 13 degrees at most? Unbelievable.

i missed singapore's sun.

2009-06-08T20:23:00.002+08:00

Dear lj has been freaking out almost 3/4 of her days over the exams.

Becos, there are people discussing about where they have revised so far on facebook.

and she barely touched materials for that module.

Her first paper is this coming saturday.

And she is only done with the algebra section but not calculus.

Lastly, time seems to be passing very quickly.

2009-06-06T15:19:00.002+08:00

I never knew how powerful the mass media can be until I watched 家好月圓.

I finally finished the whole 40 episodes, which should not be the case.

I have kinda fast forward the noisy and predictable scene.

Family is indeed really important.

Or I should say that Family is indeed very important for me.

While bathing just now,

I was already thinking of what I should do when I go back to SG.

I wanted to go to 泰茂喜餅屋 in Aljunied to buy a box of the 喜餅 for each of the watten family.

Then I thought of going down to Geyland to buy durians for my grandfather. Although I have no idea how to choose.

Hm. I dunno what would I do and be without this big family.

2009-06-04T15:26:00.003+08:00

突然好想你

如果不是家人叫我回新加坡的話﹐

想我是不可能回去的。

當初對於回新加坡並沒有特別的感想﹐

但當回去的時間越來越接近﹐

我就越來越興奮。

可能學校在機場附近﹐

無時無刻都能聽到飛機在上空盤旋的聲音。

剛剛在algebra tutorial 明明是在集中聽教授的話﹐

但飛機聲不禁讓我想起了一首歌。

“天冷你就回來別在風中徘徊

哦媽媽眼里有明白還有一絲無奈

天冷我想回家童年已經不在

昨天的雨點撒下來那滋味叫作愛”

明天是這學期的最後一天

多一個星期就能與家人朋友見面。

耶﹗

2009-06-02T13:54:00.005+08:00

Guess what I found in the mailbox when I came home today.

Seriously I cried while reading it.

THANK YOU WATTEN PEOPLE!

although i was wondering why my sis din write anything. haha

2009-06-02T10:11:00.002+08:00

OMG. i really cannot survive without the internet u know.
3 days without internet is really making me reached my max's patience.
especially when i have so many mayday stuff to upload to facebook for yw and my cousin.
MAYDAY ROCKS.

besides that, my family members thought that I have suddenly gone missing.
My sis actually have to call me yesterday to ask me where I was.
hahha.

I going back right after my exams.
Most probably will be taking the 8.05 am morning plane on the 20th June to Singapore,
then transit to Bangkok.
Will be spending a week with the family in bangkok, before returning to sg for a week plus.
I dun mind not returning to sg initially.
But the thought of coming back in 3 more weeks, is kind of making me excited.

my cousin bought the first row tickets for the MAYDAY CONCERT on 28th Aug 2 hours ago.
I want to join them too! BOO!

oh yah clone. i managed to convert minsin into a mayday fan liao. hahahha
so our plan do work! even though its only 1 person!
if i got time, i post the videos here for u k..
if not wait for me in sg.. i show u my camera. hahah.

:D

2009-05-29T11:35:00.003+08:00

3 "still stuck freshly in my mind" conversation I had this morning.

1. I forgot the first one. HAH.

2. LJ: hey what do you think of the Calculus lecture? Do you understand it?

K, shakes head.

LJ: Oh no the exam is coming soon. Its on the 13th, Saturday right?

K: Oh I have physics paper the day before.

LJ: Woah.

K: When is maths again?

LJ: 13th. saturday.

K: I just got to get a 77 for the maths paper in order to get a HD (high distinction)

LJ: oh (silently in her head, SHIT!)

3. LJ: hey you know 五月天 right?

W: yeah they are having a concert tonight right.

LJ: WOAH. are you going for it?

W: No. but I am going for the jay chou's one. Are you going for it?

LJ: 我今晚會去五月天的.

W: 我知道他們的歌很好聽﹐ 但我不是很認識他們。

LJ: 你知道嗎。他們在新加坡的每場演唱會我都有去。

W: 哇。你是那麼喜歡他們啊﹗

heehee. conversation 3 is a happy conversation.

one more chem lab and i will be off to the Sydney Entertainment Centre for Mayday's Concert!

yipee!

2009-05-28T06:47:00.002+08:00

I never felt so shitty before.

Everything seems to be in a mess right now.

With 2 tests pending today and tomorrow,

and 1 more 7 pages essay due tomorrow,

This week has been the worst for me.

The feeling is so bad that MAYDAY concert tomorrow night can't even excite me.

Oh man.

Not only that, the room is in a mess.

It keeps raining,

hence my damp laundry are strewn across everywhere,

not to mention that my books are already everywhere.

I can't sleep well. Or maybe I can't wake up in the morning.

Even though i slept pretty enough.

I have grown fat. but I can't resist temptations of eating.

Just want tomorrow night to come ASAP.

so i can thoroughly forget everything,

and enjoy myself to the fullest!

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY CHERYL!

2009-05-24T22:41:00.002+08:00

I need to thank shuwei and her family for bringing me out to eat along with them this weekend.

I have seriously eaten alot.

Saturday 23 May 09

Finally able to meet shuwei.

Her whole family came to pick me up and my place in the noon.

We went to Balmain for a moroccan lunch.

The food is really good. Egg Benedict and some mince lamb and pumpkin. (forgot what is it called).

After that we went to Roselle to visit shuwei's sister's ex-school.

Which i find was pretty cool. It was haunted and eerie-looking.

We then went shopping in QVB area before having dinner at East Ocean Restaurant in Chinatown.

Dessert ended up having cherry vodka at shuwei's sis place, accompanied by daidi, poker and snap.

Sunday 24 May 09

Met up with the family again at 11am for timsum. (something i love alot)

Tim sum was at sky pheonix, a pretty posh chinese restaurant in the CBD area.

its totally good.

Went shopping with them again around town area and Paddy's.

Dinner was at their place.

We had a seafood party,

with all the raw oysters, sashimis, mussels, prawns and crabs.

though i am not a seafood person, i am very thankful for this meal.

Dessert was gelato at Newtown, thanks to shuwei's sis and her bf.

I was supposed to be the host, but ended tagging along.

haha.

I am indeed feeling a little bad about that.

But I have a great time with them!

2009-05-22T19:34:00.002+08:00

What is the point of wanting to work to save money, but still spend money on Tod's handbag when you have not even gotten your pay? Sigh. I just do not understand how some people think.

Maybe we are from different world. Or maybe I am too self dependent. I just do not know how can some people just splurge on their parents' money. I am not talking about a few hundreds on occasional shopping spree, but thousands on a branded bag which everyone has?

Since I managed to arrange a four day week next semester, I was wondering whether I should do some part-time work on my weekends. The hourly pay over here at Ozland is really good. And I will be able to pay off some of my expenses with the money that I have earned. Probably I would use some for a new camera. But I am so not going to spend it on branded goods.

I have thought of my future everyday. At first I wanted to change my program to Bachelor of Medical Science. Not that because I wanted to study Medicine or anything. But this program introduces students to the various medical research sector, like immunology, toxicology, anatomy, physiology and more. I find all of them pretty interesting. But then, I am having second thoughts again. BSc itself is very flexible, and i get to major in those above. But I am simply overwhelmed by the amount of choices which I can choose from.

I was asking myself what I want to do for a career. And it was clearly something related to anatomy or human biology. I hope to go into research after I graduated. I was pretty interested in the Master of Human Biology offered by UWA. which means its an additional 2 years in perth. That is why I started to think that maybe I should work. Yea. I think that is what I want. And it shall be my goal for the next 3 years!

yeah. I have motivation to do stuff now!

ps. I never realised that I am a serious person until my housemate told me.

She told me that I am always serious in everything.

As in, I never joke about things, and everything that I do, I will always think before I start doing it. After hearing what she told me, I am amazed that its very true. and i have never thought about it before.

2009-05-20T07:31:00.002+08:00

i overslept slightly and is late for bio lecture.

hence i ponned it.

hm. naughty limjie.

yes i know.

random: do you think its possible for me to eat everything i want

and then try to slim down 2 months before i go back sg?

hm. i dun think so.

but i will still start dieting 2 months before i return.

2009-05-19T22:12:00.002+08:00

Clone. Do you recognize this?

Especially the grey thing at the bottom.

He stuffed the head of the hippo into his own body.

OH. POOR MELMAN!

Apparently my brother has officially took over my MELMAN.

Oh. The last time I blogged is 4 days ago.

2009-05-19T17:59:00.002+08:00

Notes for the past 4 days:

1) Indomee + icecream gives you a stomach ache.

2) Things become worse when someone else is occupying the toilet.

3) I have been slacking for the whole weekend.

4) Tues (tutorial day) is over. Hurray for that.

5) I got a new phone (Samsung F480) and new phone no. 0430706622.

6) I really need to start revising for my examinations

7) I have to finish my essays real soon.

8) Restaurant city is really addicting.

9) I want to move out soon.

2009-05-15T20:20:00.001+08:00

Just feel like posting a picture of my dinner I had hours ago.

White rice, mince meat with brinjal, and english spinach.

Yeah. Its friday!

2009-05-14T22:39:00.002+08:00

"I was doing the vacuuming in your room this morning, and I found 1 part of the carpet starting to worn out."

"I can feel that a circle of the carpet in getting thinner. I just know it. Have you been exercising in the room on the floor?"

"Of course not!"

"I have no idea how it happens too!"

"Oh okay. I am just informing you, thank you for that!"

i haven been exercising on that small round patch of carpet, miss landlady.

but i have been doing sit-ups on my/your bed. HAH.

2009-05-13T19:52:00.002+08:00

yeah. i can take a short break finally.

the computing test today was....

all i can say was, it was really exciting.

everyone just started typing furiously when the prof said, u may start.

hah. so exciting rite?

the paper was alright though.

5 questions for 40min.

though i din complete one. cos i had no idea how to do that.

>A:=<<1,2,3>|<4,5,6>|<6,7,8>>;

>b:=<1,3>;

>M:=;

>with(LinearAlgebra);

>m1:=RowOperation (M,[1,2], 2);

>m2:=RowOperation (m1,[2,3],1/2);

>m3:=%;

the above is 1/2 of an answer for a question.

that's how we answer a question for computing.

its augmented matrix, row-echalon matrices btw.

im like totally slacking now.

Hah. i feel so good.

p.s. exams dates are out :(

i will be spending my birthday mugging :(

exams from 13th june to 19th june.

i have a month of hols :D

2009-05-12T14:14:00.002+08:00

I think I am falling sick real soon.

I started feeling head-heaviness last night. but its still pretty alright.

cos I thought it could due to the psyc essay.

Den i felt that the room was so cold, like now,

even though i shut the windows tight.

Went to school feeling sleepy as usual.

By 1pm, i was feeling so super drowsy.

Not to mention that the topic for psyc tut today was sleep - unconsciousness.

Now head is feeling damn heavy, not aching, eyes barely opened,

and room is still freezing cold.

i dun want to fall sick.

i got too many things to be done.

2 more essays, a computing test tmr.

ARGH!

2009-05-11T11:51:00.004+08:00

Thou shalt not put anymore things in my mouth until 6.30pm.

As you guys probably have been noticing I haven been online frequently these few days.

Because I have been stuck on my chair trying to finish a 25% worth psychology report.

I can't believed that i have spent a whole day sitting on that chair.

and only going to facebook twice the whole entire day.

Anyway wanna apologise to s55 girls for not being able to chat with you guys more.

Cos my family is celebrating my dad's birthday and mother's day at watten.

and usually sat night is the only time i talk to them.

haha. so sorry for that.

Dedicated to people w/o facebook.

2009-05-08T18:12:00.004+08:00

every sat, my whole house will try to go out to do something.

so last sat, we went to Surry Hills for breakfast.

We came across a once a month fleamarket, where things are really cheap.

Then as usual we will head down to the city.

This time round we finally had the japanese food which we have been wanting for quite long.

if u wanna see more pics, pls get facebook. hahah.

in courtesy to amanda leong.

2009-05-06T14:45:00.002+08:00

Came home last night at 8.30pm.

Ate dinner and showered.

Took a nap at 11.00pm.

Woke up at 2am.

Decided that I might as well go to bed.

Woke up at 7.20am this morning,

Was sleepy by 10am.

Skipped psyc lecture to study for BABS.

Ended up watching 康熙來了 from itouch in library.

Nodding off again in chem lect.

Skipped maths lect to study for BABS.

I am guilty, yes i am.

I will study now.

So you guys wont see me on msn and facebook.

damn hate the fact that i got to go sch at 9pm later.

sian..

I AM INTELLIGENT BECAUSE I KNOW I KNOW NOTHING.

2009-05-04T20:27:00.002+08:00

damn it. do you know how much i hate MAPLE?!

i really really hate it.

I just lost 1% from my overall maths score cos i missed an online test.

DAMN IT.

and my class tests are not good!

I really want to do well for maths.

good luck to myself for tmr's calculus test.

2009-05-03T12:01:00.002+08:00

I am so sorry i broke my vegetarian rule.

Because after one whole week from "abstaining" from meat,

I realised my stupid idea of turning partial vegetarian,

have kept my body from detoxing properly.

Hence I decided to include meat in my diet once more.

This time round, its a non-processed food diet.

I shall abstain from biscuits, chips, yogult and chocolate.

Not like I am eating all these anyway.

My last packet of chips was the Smith's one that I bought with Cheryl and Joyce from woolies.

My last chocolate was from Darrel Lea's Rocky bar that we bought on Easter Sunday.

I shall only snack on nuts and my gala apples.

I went grocery shopping today and spent over $40 on my new diet.

Damn ex lah.

Usually I spend about $20 a week on grocery.

So my shopping list goes:

Hard tofu (2.35)

Red capsicum (1.65)

Green capsicum (1.29)

English Spinach (2)

Mince pork (4.96)

Marinated Chicken meat (6.99)

Mandarin Orange (2.30)

Mushrooms (2.19)

Macadamia (12.68) -> the only snack i bought. ( which i always wanted to get, but was too stingy to buy)

Wholewheat spaghetti (2.00)

Carrots (0.60)

Soymilk (2.15)

Uncle Toby's Oats (4.15)

In total: $45.31

No more processed food for me!

except macadamias. hahah.

i know i am not fat.

but my ID keeps telling me that im fat.

so blame it on my brain.

hopefully i will be able to get rid of the fats around the waist and thighs.

2009-05-01T10:56:00.000+08:00

BABY KIEFER

*I koped this from my cousin's blog.*

2009-05-01T10:46:00.002+08:00

HAPPY LABOUR DAY TO SG PEOPLE.

Unfortunately, there is no such thing as labour day in ozland,

As I don't think people much needed one anyway.

So hurray for one more lesson left for the week.

I can finally sleep to my heart's content in another 10 hours' time.

HIP HIP HURRAY!

Hurray to my bro going in to army on 9th july.

Which means he can go to bangkok for a holiday first.

which means I can see him in June!

Hopefully I can find a house immediately after exams.

which means I can stop by singapore for a couple of day during the transit.

which means I can go home!! :)

YEAH!

2009-04-30T20:53:00.003+08:00

I was utterly embarrassed about being a Singaporean today!

The topic for psychology lecture today is on Prosocial behavior.

And while the lecturer was explaining about "By-stander effect",

he flashed a slide of "the 6 most helpful countries in the world",

followed by "the 6 most unhelpful countries in the world".

This was an actual psychology research carried out by L_____ at el. (I forgot. haha) in 2001.

And i guess you guys can guess where does Singapore belongs to. :S

On a happier note,

UNSW had a pasar malam today organised by the Malaysia Student Assoc. and Singapore Student Assoc. And the food is good.

Okay not exactly that good, but better than the so-called singaporean noodles u find elsewhere on the streets.

I had satay, goreng pisang, banana balls, badung drink and a mouth of carrot cake.

They ended having discounted food at the end of the session.

So now I know what time to turn up for the pasar malam.

lalala. filled with goreng pisang. happiness.

i use colgate toothbrush with darlie toothpaste. so ironic.

2009-04-29T16:50:00.002+08:00

Dear physiotherapy friends,

limjie. is currently having cramps at her left calf muscle every night.

It happens when she is asleep.

The pain scale for the cramps will be 7/10.

But as she is having it too frequently,

she knows how to deal with the pain.

She can feel when the cramp is coming,

and will try to dorsiflex her left foot while lying supine.

Dorsiflexing the foot eases the cramp.

An arch (3/10) can be felt when she stands on her toes, and when she dorsiflexes her left foot with knee extended.

The arch is over the medial head of her gastrocnemius.

limjie. currently has very tight hamstings muscle, due to the prolonged hill climbing activity she has to overcome everyday.

The cramp only happens at the left calf muscle.

Can you guys come out with a diagnosis and a solution for poor limjie. who wants a good night sleep?

Thank you my physio friends.

xoxo,

limjie.

2009-04-29T13:42:00.002+08:00

LIM JIE IS A PARTIAL VEGETARIAN!

You did not see it wrongly!

I self-proclaimed myself a partial vegetarian.

Because it is such a hassle to cook meat for food.

So I shall stopped eating meat for self-prepared meals.

Anyway I think I stopped that quite long ago. HAHAH.

My last packet of meat was totally a mistake.

Its really A MISTAKE!

because my housemate could not eat beef and she accidentally bought it.

So I have not been buying meat for, I guess, 2-3 weeks.

So unless someone provides me with DELICIOUS, COOKED meat,

I will just skip them all.

HOORAY FOR FRUITS.

I have nothing but tomatoes, potatoes, apples, onions, milk and orange juice in my fridge.

GALA APPLES ROCKS MY SHOES!

2009-04-28T15:18:00.002+08:00

I really did not sleep well for the past 2 nights.

I will just wake up several times per night,

find myself tossing in bed before i sleep again.

I was almost late for my tutorial this morning.

woke up at 8.30 for a 9.00am class.

Im glad i lived that near to school.

i was thinking of the possible reasons of not sleeping well.

1) i was not hungry.

2) i slept early which was because that i was tired.

3) i woke up because my distal parts of my limbs were cold.

4) the bed is too soft and uncomfortable?

damn. i really need good sleep!

and its only tuesday.

wee. its 15 deg C outside.

2009-04-26T19:38:00.003+08:00

omg. i have the feeling that cheryl and joyce had.

feel like puking. urgh.

maybe u can't eat kiwi with pasta.

笑忘歌

屋頂的天空是我們的

放學后夕陽也都會是我們的

不會再仰慕更多了

唱一首屬於我們的歌

讓我們的傷都慢慢慢的愈合

明天我又會是全新的 Oh~Oh

青春是手牽手坐上了

都不回頭的火車

總有一天我們都老了

不會遺憾就OK了

傷心的都忘記了

隻記得這首笑忘歌

那一片天空很高風很清澈

從頭到腳趾都快樂

我和你都約好了

要再唱這首笑忘歌

這一生隻願隻要平凡快樂

誰說這樣不偉大呢

自己和自己打一架了

想都想不通反正就是這樣了

不會再流淚更多了

有多少錯誤重蹈覆轍

有多少苦痛還不是都過來了

想起來甚至還會笑呢 Oh~Oh

青春是人生的實驗課

錯也錯得很值得

就算某天唱起這首歌

眼眶會有一點濕了

傷心的都忘記了

隻記得這首笑忘歌

那一片天空很高風很清澈

從頭到腳趾都快樂

我和你都約好了

要再唱這首笑忘歌

這一生隻願隻要平凡快樂

誰說這樣不偉大呢

傷心的都忘記了

隻記得這首笑忘歌

那一片天空很高風很清澈

從頭到腳趾都快樂

我和你都約好了

要再唱這首笑忘歌

這一生隻願隻要平凡快樂

誰說這樣不偉大呢

這一生隻願隻要平凡快樂

誰說這樣不偉大呢

誰說這樣不偉大呢

Happiness is the smell of toothpaste and the taste of cakes

盧廣仲-风雨

盧廣仲 - 风雨

The beginning of a new semester!

愛就是咖哩(三立優質戲劇[倪亞達]片頭曲)

LJs rock.

SCEC Day 1

减肥是为了吃更多东西

When it rains

SYDNEY 28 DAY RAINFALL OUTLOOK

Wake me up when November ends

Birthday list

I feel fat!

I have a good listening ear?

Acronyms!?

放肆 五月天

My Sinfully Chocolate Cake

Picnic at Bondi Beach

Hate the three hours time difference.

OMG thursday night rocks.

4 days 2 left.

Oh. The last time I blogged is 4 days ago.

Dedicated to people w/o facebook.

wee. its 15 deg C outside.

放肆五月天